#lifeandlove

 

 

You and I, will be safe and sound.

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The days been passing faster than I thought it would. In the blink of an eye, it's almost February. Mundane days as it seems, but it goes by like dusk to dawn. To date, life has been kind to me on some days and a real bitch on the others. It suddenly dawned on me that turning 20 this year is no joke, seriously. I feel as though I've got heaps of responsibility on my shoulder now. So there's no time for me to be like who I was last year, all those weaknesses in me has got to go. But I'm happier now, or so I feel. 2011 was a real turning point for me. Yes, there are times when I miss my past and the people that made me... me. Days when I wish I could save moments in time and relieve them later, but life doesn't work this way. I'm stronger now, I will do what I want and whatever it takes to be happy.

I haven't been spending time with the important people in my life as often like used to, I need precise time management. I'm thankful for the people who never left me.

They say best friends are hard to find.

But I found one, Abdul Razak.

Happy CNY 2012.

Just a small gathering with the family this year. ☺ #chinesenewyear #festivemood #angbao

The time of my life.

As I pen down these thoughts of mine... For all the times we've shared together as one, I'm grateful to have you. Waking up next to you, running my fingers along your face, your infuriated expression and exasperation whenever I try so hard to get you out of your deep slumber. How we used to do the silliest and random things together, the times we spend holding each other's world in our hands. The chills running through my body, shivering down my spine with that smile of yours. The suffocating hugs you always give, and all the love we had. Those bickers, teasing and laughter we had, no one can fully comprehend. From barely knowing each other, to becoming everything to me. I never thought that loving someone could be this blissful. Though we never had it easy, with obstacles one after another coming our way; but it's in you I seek comfort and find myself. For the good times and the bad times, you were always there for me. Because of you, I've learnt how to love someone truly. 2011 found me, you. But I hurt the one I loved most. There's no making up, with those angry and unpleasant words hurled at each other, swearing, and cursing. We spend days arguing over the stupidest stuff, instead of improving our relationship. You were right in everything you've said. Just when you want to be someone I'd love more, I destroyed what we had. I only think of myself. I will never be able to be the best you ever had, never. No matter how hard I try, I can never out win others that give you feelings I never could. For the only regret I have in this relationship is not being able to cherish you the right way. To give you the best cause you deserve the world's worth of love.

Two hundred and fifty days together, thanks for loving me far more than I deserve.